Saturday, September 16, 2006

its amazing to learn how fast things really happen. just when the you begin to taste the honey of life, bitter things crop up almost instantly. i've been out the past couple or so days with my friends, enjoying, laughin, joking and fooling around with each other but all of it ends in a snap when one other incident crops up. i was surfing round my friends blog and i thought i might drop by to check out yours, its surprising at first to find out when your latest post and the subsequent one is directed at me. reading it the first time is like a surprise but re-reading it again is kinda heart breaking. yes i know its a piece of ur mind that you couldn't tell me face to face, but the way you put it gives me a feeling that you're betraying our friendship. each time you comforted me then, i now wonder were you being a hypocrite, encouraging me and all, but instead you're thinking bout some other shit bout wat i'm going through.

yes i know i've changed. but only a few people see it and you are one of em. and you wanna know why?? its cuz you know almost every shit that i've been through. and you might be thinkin that i've lost my sense of humour. no i did not. its just that its not revealed to you. i have changed, no doubt bout that. i'm sorry for the mistake i made. i've nothing to say bout it. i wanna apologise to you bout it. if i cant be the person you always wanted me to be, i'm sorry.

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by flamboyance @ Saturday, September 16, 2006